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Ages since i blogged, just remembered that i had a blog and thus after not blogging decided to add something. Im not a regular poster, only when i feel like it i do it, like the wind.

Im glad i improve in my subjects once again, bigger visible improvement, just that some things like chem, i do not have enough time to dedicate to study full scale chem. I feel very guilty, like im escaping frm reality, trying to escape frm practicing the harder amaths chapters, trying, but conscience catches up and yet i still try to run again. If i want to get into the school of my choice, i really need to upgrade, improve and reform myself, although the character is very hard to change.

Looking back, i feel that i regretted many things, in life, people say live it with no regrets, but that is a quote by white men for white men, singapore education is so stressful, it seems(we are all used to it) eventually when looking back, one will have regrets, especially for a lazy person like me. so many things were in my grasp and yet i let it all go, in one fell swoop, i let many important factors for my future perish, like flames without oxygen. i do not blame my laziness. i think it is my willpower and the many technological advancements that man has made that should be shouldering a part of the blame. individually i think that it, coupled with my lazy sort of hedonistic attitude has landed me where i do not wish to be, left with little choice but to study hard, mug as some say it here.

Knowledge Is Power. But Textbooks Seem To Be King.